Anxiety, ugh.

I got my call. My first level 2 ultrasound is on June 4 @ 12 noon. I'm excited and scared. Excited to see my little one, and scared to know exactly WHY I need a level 2. They never told me. Just sent my consult to the place. So my mind is going in a hundred different directions. I'm sure it's because of my meds and they just want to check on the baby.. Or at least that's what I'm telling myself so I don't freak out. :) It's not working.

My husband is the best ever. He bought a car for mother's day! *dies* I almost choked and had a heart attack when we drove off the lot. Actually, I wanted to just get the crap out of there because we were there for 5 hours. We ended up getting a 2008 Hyundai Sonata. We needed it, bad. Our cavalier was too small to travel in, and we're bringing home a new baby in October (if he/she stays put for that long) so we are going to need to fit 2 car seats and a booster in there. Oh lord. Just thinking about that makes me sweat. 3 children in my car... *gulp* No turning back now, is there? ;)

I'm still getting sick. I'll be 16 weeks tomorrow (Wednesday is my "flip" day). I'm excited. I still don't feel him/her kicking yet so I'm a little nervous. I was feeling Corbin long before now and he was my 2nd. I thought I'd feel this one a lot sooner. I've not gained a single pound back that I lost either. I was 148 at the beginning. Morning sickness knocked 14 lbs off of me and no amount of food I eat is putting it back on me. I guess I should be thankful that I'm almost half way done with this pregnancy and haven't gained anything, but it's worrysome! I gained close to 60lbs with my oldest and about 52lbs with Corbin (my Oct 08 baby). So far, I've LOST 14lbs with this one. Win? I don't know yet. I'll tell you in October when this one graces us with his/her presence. ;)

Chris is finally putting in for LEAVE! I'll finally be going home to Florida for a bit for the first time since Decemer 30, 2007. I'm so excited to introduce Corbin to his grandfather and Aunt for the first time.. As well as introduce him to his great grandmother, aunts, uncles and cousins on Chris' side. It's going to be exciting! I just can't wait to go to the beach down there! I'll post pictures, I'm sure. I'm a picture junky, so you'll see plenty of pictures in this new blog of mine. :)

It's time to cook dinner.. The hubby swears he's "starving". Maybe I need to take him to Ethiopia and show him what "starving" really looks like? Then he'll quit naggin me. :p

-Amber